boring ...
boring ...
boring ...
zzz, 2 more weeks to sch reopen...

Christmas is coming , yeah ! ... jingle bell , jingle bell ... oppps ... hahas ...
i love Christmas ... but ... tis yr , saddening though ... shall not say more ...

currently watching naruto 170+ alrdy ... hahas crap and random post ... well , at least i update lehx , not bad sia ...

and one more thing , my fone is spoilt ... zzz ... when receieve msg , no sound , no vibration , sometimes got light ... -.-' tat cause me to be checking my hp so often ... dun wan get new fone cos of something lor ... hahas ... tats all for nw ... c yaz ... =P

Went to watch Casino Royale today ..
well , it isnt a gd movie cos i dun like the new James Bond ,
and dunno lehx , although i do get the story in the end ,
i still dun like it -.-'...
3/5
i sound like a movie critic , eh no , cos im speaking the truth , hahas ...

budden, today , i enjoyed the movie cos ... blah blah blah , the movie theater is air - conditioned?
hahas which theater dun haf air con ... heez

tats all for nw ... byez =D

Changed blogskin .
yeah i love bleach ... hahas
links are up and working ,
added a few pp
tats all , byebye ...

Bleach totally rox ... hahas

...

4/6 2 mre days ,

im lyk so gd le ....

neva pon... hahas...

anw, band's fun ...

but it wont be if the sec 4s' leave...

it will be sooooooo sianzzz...

oso dunno y ...

well, gotta cherish them nw...

curious hu will be band president next yr ...

hahas....

studies suks kkayes....

totally crap...

im lyk thinking, wad do we actually study for?...

heck man ...

1/6 hw finish ....

imagine tat...

dunno wads up wif me...

gd luck to myself...

i shall enjoy band...

n not regret when i leave....

hahs....

=)...

~ i lyk u ~

i've been tagged by : wenqi ( my dear dear senior ) =)
(instructions: state eight different points of ure ideal lover. mention gender. tag eight other ppl to do it.)

Gender : Female.... though im a princess ...hahas...
1.Cute...
2.Shorter than me...
3.love me....
4.be dere for me ...
5.IQ doesnt matter.... o.o
6.gd looking...
7.own char...
8. nice =)

8 other pp ... : all put band pp hahas...
elias
eugene
chris
jacob
chongling
liangzhu
pei rong
felicia

maybe i will find her ?....hope so > . < ...haishx... no one wants me...=/=/=/ sobz...

izzit me...

or am i turning cold ...

nonono...

wad is happening to me...

=/...

im juz a nobody ...

yeah ...

a nobody...

...

I never had a dream come true...

Till the day that I found you...

such nice n meaningful lyrics...

...

11.30...

way past the time we need to meet...

hahas...

no choice mahx...

hmm...

Pizza Hut...

finished 3 slices..

drank pepsi until wah... full man...

went shopping around for presents...

had trouble find a particular person's present...

dun be kaypo so dun ask...

...

...

...

...

...

met house of dead 4 pro in timezone...

oh man ... he rox...

...

...

...

...

~ closer relationship~

=)...

* loner by heart *

hw...

do u expect me to study...

when dere's a siao person in my rm???...

my bro's crazy...

keep disturbing mii...

wah laoz...

enough le lahx...

results???...

i didnt do a single thing today...

thx 2 him...

laoz...

~loner by heart~

damn him...

for those hu know tat i play gunbound...

my avartar , AOD , mysteriously disappeared...

n i found out...

it's my bro..

hu go n delete them...

when i confronted him...

i ask ...

' y u go n delete my avartar? '

he replied...

' wad?... cannot mehx? '

i was lyk ...

wth...

he doesnt feel sorry at all...

then wad can i do ...

hack back?...

no thx...

i dun wanna do the wrong thing...

~ loner by heart ~

crap...

2nd time tio caught hair...

ytd i went to cut , $8...

today ... another $6...

tink i rich lyk tis...

sianz... oso can do nth about it...

$14 juz lyk tis gone... wah sianz...

then next week got tailor...

then wad again... i will tio caught again?...

pants...

reali sianz diaoz...

support...

frm frendz...

it's so great...

haishx...

i better stay out of trouble nowadays ba...

cant afford to be any...

my uniform n pants ba...

haiz...

~ loner by heart ~

it's painful...

i noe i said tis many times le...

band probs...

school probs...

homework...

home...

myself...

i reali gonna collapse le...

nth to hold onto ...

tears flowing nw...

wif the quarell wif my mum juz nw...

it's hard to control my tears...

y has it be so difficult.?...

i dont care le...

fall , fall ba...

it's lyk im struggling wif all these stuffs...

n yet im bullied by pp in sch...

mum...

brother...

doenst anyone reali understands me...

im trying so damn hard already...

wads the result? nothing...

n it's lyk ... i work hard... n i get nothing back...

wads tis...

nvm......

~ loner by heart ~

i wonder...

sumtimes...

im the onli boy in euphonium...

which is frm last yr...

n i wonder...

y izzit...

im so scared of failure?...

i scare to play as a band in band rm,

cos im scare i will play wrong...

n tio punished....

but i if i neva play...

oso will tio say...

im confused... once again...

i wanna stay in euph...

i wanna play well...

but...

can i overcome failure?...

~ loner by heart ~

think it is easy to hang on?...

im reali feeling the pain now...

sobz...

it's reali difficult...

im studying so hard le...

i dun look lyk tat kind of person

hu will do timetable...

if i dun care, i wouldnt be crying nw...

luckily, no one saw me...

can i juz give up..

tis isnt a straight road...

it's a road... full of obstacles...

...

loner by heart...

back frm popular demand.... hahas...

jk...

haishx...

y... muz trouble always finds me...

my family probs...

parents divorce...

no place to stay...

wallet missing... posb card ... ez link... money...

results lyk sh!t...

wad can i do???!!!...

the more i tink about it, the more i worry...

no one is there, for me to lean on...

i may look cheerful in sch...

but at home... it;s a different thing...

i lock myself in my rm...

facing the emptyness...

wif my bro shouting n screaming outside...

y wont he understand???

pri 5 le...

young isnt an excuse...

i dont wanna face reality...

studies... family probs...

enough to make me give up...

y of all pp, me?...

im ill fated... tats y...

got 4 jies i wanna thank them...

jia qi...

joannas...

wen min...

**** **

=/... gotta pull through tis ... myself...

signing off... *loner by heart *...

back from overseas...

n im writing one thing down...

i broke wif loretta liaoz...

tats' tat...

cant write many personal things down...

so many see...

sianz...

want write about sumthing , neva write pp oso complain...

so it's better not to write...

lalala...

dun tink i will be putting down my stuffs here...

haishx...

2dae... Sunday...

pp asking mii to update

over the past few dayz...

not in the mood tis week 2 update...

haishx...

First day... tio caught by dm or om wadeva lahx

damn it... lorz... hair tio cut when it's

already so short...

SIANZ DIAOZ lahx...

wad in THE world am I DOING?!

feels tat im a failure in love...

i totally suks...

i did nth at all...

it's totally my fault...

feel tat im not old enough 2 take up the responsiblity...

but the feeling... sum1 by my side...

it's comforting...

great...

im doing ... the 10 words everyday ...

which Dr Ernest Wong said...

i said i will study hard...

n i will...

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